dont cry because of her or him :') *stay strong \m/

 

Assalammualaikum, Hello and Hii :) since last month byk kwn2 aku broken ni -.- aku pun naik hairan. kita masi muda la weh, ndapya la cinta mati sgt dgn boyfriend kmurang tu (jgn terasa)  by the way aku sndri pun prnah broken ba actually. thats way la smpai skrang aku single :3 klu psl couple2 ni, sumpah, aku tda feeling. 

Relationships are like crystals, you dont realize how much you love it until it breaks. My shattered dreams and broken heart are mending on the shelf. when i saw you holding hands and standing close to someone else, it feels like bullshit man! but now i sit and do all things alone without you beside me. i always pray to god, wishing all my feelings were gone. It is not love that hurts. i had a heart but now its gone bcause of you. take care of it as i have done bcause now you hve two but i hve none </3

it is love that make us sad? and fills our heart with sorrow? or is it the lover you love that break your heart and makes you dead forever?

the love that lasts the longest is the love that is never returned :) and yeahh, just smile and keep smile (y)

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Assalamualaikum, Hii, Hello :) yeahh lama suda kan aku nda update blog? busy ba, lgipun blog aku hancur -.- hihi. but now blog aku lawa suda kan? i like it! malas mau tulis pnjang2 ba. haha. next time la aku update blog lgi kays? muaah *xoxo EykaaBebeh :) stay smile\m/

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me :')

It may sound silly, unimportant and so stupid. but its the most important thing for me right now. It feels like I was in the edge of a cliff, just about to fly away leaving the ground when suddenly something invisible pushed me hard. And then I feel off the cliff, hit the ground. Hard. It may sound cliche and whatsoever, I thought of it too. i have always had an assumption that its just silly and so effing stupid for adoring some superstar and all, but this time, I cant find my assumption anywhere.

It hurts so badly :( i just cant find a reason why. I've tired, I've tired to go for it, to keep and reach him. But my sister says no. My sister said that its not entirely okey to adore someone that much. Well, accually, my parents say that. I mean, its just a little show to attend, is that too much to ask for? I knw its kinda far and all and i truly understand about the money. All I need now are money and their permission. If they said YES, then i'd go.

me: mumy! Greyson Chance will make consert at Kota Kinabalu. Can I go?

mumy: ..... (No Respond) -.-

me: can i go Greyson's consert, please?

mumy: CANNOT!

me: But why? :'(

mumy: chuz you still a kid, eykaa. nanti kau kena rape. tu consert byk pilak, nnti kau kna culik and blablabla <-- ceramah -,-

me: OMG mumy! AKU BUKAN BUDAK KECIL LAGI :'(

Its sad that they say NO

Time goes by and teenagers nowdays are not like teenagers twenty years ago, are they? I still cant put my fingger on it. Im 13 y/o. Dah ckp umur ni nak pegi tgk consert Greyson Chance ;3

I always have dreams. Sometimes Im dreaming about me and him singing together, taking picture wif him, getting ti know him better and blablabla. And now? I cant reach it whereas its RIGHT in front of my face. How ironic isnt?? If they just LET me go, I promise I'd be a good person/student and get good grades. Thats all i can do now, isnt that enought for them? I can try my best, I knw I can :') Wont they give me another chance? Dont they understand my feelings? Dont they know about my dreams? its NOT WORSHIPPING, its ADORING. Gosh! cant they see the difference???

Now all I can do is just sit here, then cry, watch in TV/Youtube and watch my dreams go up in smoke, correct?? hnya sebab aku GAGAL dlm exam andd dpt number 44/47 dlm kelas... pnya teruk kann? :'(